Well, I know no one will read this. But still, having somewhere to let it all out can be nice.
Let's just say that I view my life as if it were some messed up series of unfortunate events. Nothing good comes out of it. I'll make a list for you about everything I hate in my life:
01. I always feel sick after I eat.
02. I can't run, my knees and ankles feel like they'll collapse under me.
03. It hurts to walk. Again, knee and ankle problems.
04. My parents don't think it's serious, but I think it is.
05. I like 'him', but 'he' doesn't like me. If you get what I mean.
06. 'He' says I'm too short.
07. My friends can be mean sometimes without meaning to.
08. My parents won't let me buy virtual cash in any game I play, which makes everything so hard to do.
09. Going of of 8, my parents won't buy me any iTunes money, so no songs but the crappy Singles of the Weeks.
10. Everyone I've loved has only broken me.
11. I'm 4 foot 8, weigh 77 pounds, and I'm going into my freshman year of high school. A 14 1/2 year old should weigh around 120 pounds. Not that I hate being skinny, but I hate being short and... I hate to admit it... Pre-puberty. I've never gotten 'it' yet, but it is based on weight. But I hate being small. Everyone sees me like that.
I have to go for now, but I'll try to tell you more later.
Just a little sneak peak into stuff, but not everything. Sure, I don't have cancer. I'm not dying (yet). But it still sucks.
